it's difficult to write anything under limited time. so a lot has happened in the past few months. they've been tempestuous but in the end i find myself in a state of serenity.

last night it was clear my friend understood the situation. here they are with their bullshit and there i am trying to help them cope with theirs all the while not making it about myself because it's been about them and only them. it's all good. i'm not about me and woe is me and omc i've been dumped and i'm still in love and ......... ugh!!!! omfc get over it you fuckin' twits! seriously.

so my one friend the one i've gotten close to the last few months and the one i never thought i'd connect with sent me a text telling me how sorry ........ about: a)_________ b)____________ two things that really pissed me off. what's important is that my friend realized this and genuinely felt bad about it and was going to do everything to make it right. i'm not concerned. i've seen it before and now i know how to cope with it.

lesson learned a while back. thank you very much.